Even in the toughest moments of nonsensical emotions, there is peace when brought in vulnerability before the Almighty, Caring God whose presence is the only true solace. Don't be afraid to allow Him to draw you to Himself. He doesn't ask us to prove strength, dignity, and flowery speech; He asks that you spill everything to Him, even if you feel you are blubbering through sentences in tears with a quivering lip. Honestly, this is ME more than most of you think, and more often than you think.
I share this, because I don't want anything holding YOU back from opening up in God's presence.
Don't hold back from the fears that suppress you daily from moving forward toward the strong call God has on your life. Don't allow pain and misery to withhold joy and happiness in each day you are blessed to live. Don't think you aren't good enough!
When you find yourself in those tough moments again, don't fall into despair. God is faithful, He is patient, and He welcomes you each and EVERY time. Dive into God's Word daily. Not because someone or religion said so, but because He loves you, and you can only conquer lies with TRUTH.
I love you, and I hope you sleep well tonight.
I randomly desire to sit and relax at a campfire with good company on a grey-skied day and a cool breeze.